There have been many instances where I begin anew. New place, new environment, new people,new life.
All of it has one thing in common. They all have good times, good people, and eventual heartache. No one life that I have been through is not laced with ups and downs.
But as I age, the heartache becomes more painful, and more unbearable. Is it because of age, or is it because of experience? That with experience, one begins to love better, and deeper. One learns to minimize the eventual of a break, but does not learn enough to totally prevent it. Yet when one learns to become better in loving, one exposes oneself to a deeper despair when it breaks.
It is true that you are the strongest where you break. But in that moment of a break, the pain and the sadness overwhelms you, they simply make it seem as though life is nothing but that.
Even as a person, there is only so much pain one can take. But pain is never too much to decide to not live.
It is important to always believe that there will be a better tomorrow. It is always important to have faith in yourself, that things always happen for a reason. Whatever happens, you are a part of it, and therefore responsible for it. However, it does not mean that you are solely responsible. Any relationships require both ends to make it work. If one end fails to meet the requirement of the relationship, it will break until both sides decide to meet those requirements.
Always know that you are not alone. That you will have someone who cares enough to be there for you. You just have to look hard enough.
Never give up, and keep on hoping.